Through the Lookinglass
Sunday, 04 September 2011
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"We're all walking around with these glossy eyes. 'I'm just tired,' we say. But you know what? It's bullshit. Yes, we are tired, but it's not all from lack of sleep. We are tired of waking up with nothing to look forward to, tired of going to bed exhausted after doing a million things we find no enjoyment in doing. We're tired of this void, this emptiness that looms over us even though our days are packed. We're tired of the loneliness that presses down on us even though we're surrounded by dozens of people. So why can't we just say it? Humans are so afraid to look into each other's eyes and say, 'I am unhappy, I am broken, I am hopeless and fallible.' We've been conditioned to associate pain with weakness, sadness with coldness, loneliness with unworthiness, difference with disease, as if these feelings are contagious, as if ambivalence is something not to be felt but to be feared. Well, I say screw all of that. Screw forced smiles and polite handshakes and I'm fine, thank yous. Screw the fear of crying in a public place, screw the fake chipper voice, screw the lies we spit out to cover up our problems. We are humans. We are meant to feel. To feel everything and to feel it all openly. We are not metal—we are flesh and bone. Our boild blood courses through our cold, clammy hands. We are intricate and beautiful and we should never hide our human parts, because if we do, then what's left to show?" Anonymous
Friday, 29 January 2010
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"Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging on the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad’s shoulders were the highest place on earth and mum was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn’t make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn’t wait to grow up".
Wednesday, 27 January 2010
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"Ever heard of chaos theory? It's a science, tries to determine underlying patterns in chaotic systems like weather, ocean currents, blood flow sort of things. But it turns out that are few things more chaotic than the beat of a human heart. Its beating up, slowing down. Pretty face, flirty stares. It's always changing on what's happening to ourselves out there. It's an erratic son of a bitch. But underneath all of that bump-da-bump mess, there is in fact a pattern, the truth, and it's love. Most important thing about love is that we choose to give it, and we choose to receive it. Making it the least random act in the entire universe. It transcends blood, it transcends betrayal and all the dirt and makes us human." Frank Allen - Chaos Theory
Thursday, 21 January 2010
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"Have patience with everything that remains unsolved in your heart. Try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books written in a foreign language. Do not now look for the answers. They cannot now be given to you because you could not live them. It is a question of experiencing everything. At present you need to live the question. Perhaps you will gradually, without even noticing it, find yourself experiencing the answer, some distant day" - Rainer Maria Rilke
Wednesday, 20 January 2010
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"Well, that's my purgatory really. Dinner, drinks, whatever. I'm never really all that interested, but I find myself telling her how beautiful she is anyway. Cause it's true all women are in one way or another. You know theres always something about every damn one of you. There's a smile, a curve, a secret. You ladies really are the most amazing creatures. My life's work.
But then there's the morning after, the hangover and the realization that I'm not quite as available as I thought I was the night before. Then she's gone, and I'm haunted by yet another road not taken."
- Hank Moody
Tuesday, 08 December 2009
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You may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there. " - Bob Marley
Sunday, 15 November 2009
Wednesday, 04 November 2009
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The more things change, the more they stay the same. I'm not sure who the first person was who said that; probably Shakespeare or maybe Sting. But at the moment, that sentence best explains my tragic flaw--my inability to change. I don't think I'm alone in this. The more I get to know other people, the more I realize it's kind of everyone's flaw. Staying exactly the same for as long as possible. Standing still just feels better somehow. And if you are suffering, at least the pain is familiar. So you maintain the status quo, choose the road already traveled, and it doesn't seem that bad as far as flaws go. You aren't a drug addict, you aren't killing anyone...except maybe yourself a little.
When we finally do change, I don't think it happens like an earthquake or an explosion, where all of a sudden you're another person. But you notice. Inside of you, that change feels like a world of difference. And you hope that it is. That this is the person you get to be forever. That you'll never have to change again...
-unknown author
Tuesday, 03 November 2009
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Crisis of Faith.
Where do i go from here?
Tuesday, 27 October 2009
Thursday, 14 May 2009
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"Just the fact that people seem to be getting dumber and dumber. You know, I mean we have all this amazing technology and yet computers have turned into basically four figure wank machines. The internet was supposed to set us free, democratize us, but all it’s really given us is Howard Dean’s aborted candidacy and 24 hour a day access to kiddie porn. People…they don’t write anymore - they blog. Instead of talking, they text, no punctuation, no grammar: LOL this and LMFAO that. You know, it just seems to me it’s just a bunch of stupid people pseudo-communicating with a bunch of other stupid people at a proto-language that resembles more what cavemen used to speak than the King’s English." - Hank Moody
Thursday, 09 April 2009
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F1 at Sepang & Jamiroquai
Another 24hr trip. this time we took a flight there.
So we reached Sepang and it was nice and sunny.
We even got a nice spot to catch the race from.
But then the rain came and cancelled the race. Boo. Check out the tiny shelter we had to stand in.
BUT it didnt matter cause we still had Jamiroquai. So off we went.
Capt Mosity and Mr Survivor enjoying themselves.
The man himself, Jay Kay. Smooth as always.
We all want to be the space cowboy.
The journey back to the airport. where we had to wait 12hrs for our flight. Bah.
Our beds for the night.
Back to reality. Back to Singapore. Boo.
Cant wait for the next road trip. -
"So for those of you falling in love
Keep it kind
Keep it good
Keep it right
Throw yourself in the midst of danger
but keep one eye open at night
Elephants - Rachel Yamagata."
Monday, 30 March 2009
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"It doesn't matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up. But, maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It's what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up. Before we can step up."
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